Blah Day!

Got a rockin' headache this morning and it's been there since my eyes opened. Took medicine but didn't help. I am on my last week of class for the semester and I got a booger load of stuff to do that I have yet to start on cause I can't focus. Wouldn't be so bad if this was four weeks earlier, but I have till Sunday night to get this stuff done. I think about my inability to NOT procrastinate and I wonder how it reflects on my relationship with Christ. Talk about hurting your own feelings! Often I put off the things that Christ would have me to do and that ain't right. I put off my Bible study an quiet time till I have the time, and that often results in not doing it at all on several days. I am a procrastinator with ADHD how in the world do I really think that I am going to remember to do my Bible study and not wait till the last minute. What if Jesus had put his love off till the last minute for me. Or had said "I'll get around to David eventually" and never does. If that is such a shot to my gut then why not change it. It is hard for someone like me to CHANGE. I usually put that off too! :) Christ has blessed my life in so many ways and yet I fail constantly to give him what he is due. I expect to get paid on time and fairly, so why should I not pay to Christ (DAILY) that which he is due. Just something to chew on this morning as I put off doing my school work yet again! I love Jesus hope you do to, if you don't I need to talk to you! Early morning rhyming. Keep it real for Jesus...Take a look at Romans 7:7-25, maybe there is something to learn from Paul about struggling!